Hi sweethearts, I just suddenly felt like ranting tonight and since I’ve stopped keeping a hardcopy diary, I have just this outlet to do it, abi I can’t rant on my blog again?
I’ve been feeling drained lately, this pre NYSC job is practically squeezing life out of me; teaching from 8am – 4pm, hey some days I enjoy it because I like being around kids and these kids adore me the way I adore them but some other days, I just pray for July to come quickly so I can prepare for NYSC. I’ve lost weight self, I guess it’s good since I’ve always wanted to shed some pounds but the way people have been asking me if am sick lately ehn, I don’t even know what to say again. This gaddem tummy should just go down fast or the fats in my tummy should kindly migrate to my buttocks and hips…..hehehe if wishes were horses.
I was thinking the other day and I realized I’ve never been taken out on a date in all my years of being in a relationship. I go to the movies with the girls, we go to joints, we go to the mall and all but with that special person, it has never happened and am like am I not pretty enough or what? *wailing* this life isn’t fair oh. I’ve also never gotten either a birthday gift, valentine’s day gift or just ok Seyon, I saw this shoes and I know you’ll like it from a bf *sad face* apart from gifts from close girlfriends and family….okay I remember Jide got me a wristwatch that year but that’s just one out of my xxx number of boyfriends I ever had (keep guessing).
My birthday is on the 14th of July and I’ve already written a list of things I want. Well, all these my stalkers/crush/toasters that are giving me the you are the one I need in my life stories, you are reading this oh, if I don’t get any gift from you, am so cutting you off forever , don’t even bother to call me back if you ring me and you hear “who is this ?”
right now, I feel like a lost puppy far away from home, nothing seem to interest me these days, and I can’t point to this and say this is it.